Tag: loss
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To Phoebe, today you would have been 3
Three years. Three years since you were here oh so briefly and gone even quicker. Three years when the stars fell from the sky and nothing made sense anymore. I hated myself, my body for failing at doing what it was built for. I had survivors guilt, trauma and so much emotional pain I had…
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To the mom who miscarried and has kids
Dear Mama, Firstly, I want to say I’m so sorry for your loss. I understand your pain, confusion and hurt. You had already been made a mama by your little one(s) and the day came when you found out you were pregnant again! Joy, nervousness and elation may have started to course through your veins…
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Happy 1st Birthday Phoebe
Today is the day she were born, lived and then went to Heaven. Today is a day for redemption and joy. We still miss her and look forward to the day we meet again. One year ago it would have felt impossible to think that we would have another little girl. In God’s great narrative…
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Life after death- pregnancy after Phoebe
This has been a long journey in this past 10 months, and I want to thank every single person who has read Phoebe’s story. This is a dream that felt like it died when our daughter passed, but God had a plan. At the beginning of this year, I felt strongly the word over our…
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Holding on to Hope
Confession- I cried when I wrote this. 6 weeks have elapsed since the loss of our daughter. She would have been 26 weeks now and just beginning the last trimester of pregnancy. I’ve been doing well, body healing and mentally doing ok. Until I got an email. ‘WELCOME TO YOUR THIRD TRIMESTER!’ I’m not sure…
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10 days later…
We recently lost our baby girl who was born prematurely. It’s still something I’m grappling through as its only been 10 days. Everyone says grief comes in waves, and it does. It’s very hard to sleep some nights because of the memories of her birth. Waking up in the mornings are difficult knowing there is…
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